WONFIFTY

Ooooh today I am SO frustrated!

You know when you get yourself into a situation knowing it’s not good for you, but out of curiosity you go along with it anyway? Well I did just that, with a guy relationship! Instead of stopping at the first red light, I justified it in my head trying to decide if the problem was in fact with me. The thing is, I’m quite an intelligent girl and I don’t suffer fools gladly but I could kick myself for allowing someone  (a guy) to treat me with such disrespect.

I think I was quite surprise, but convinced, it would lead to something better on the other side. Did it hell? It’s actually lead to me beating myself up, for being such a moron by allowing someone I knew was not good for me in the first place, to dictate how I should act.
I was stood up twice this weekend with absolutely no explanation and no contact from his side so far….

Grrrr….sometimes I really hate being a nice person! I had to write the ten things to remember when life stutters (published tomorrow or read at HELIUM.COM), just to make my self feel better.

The reason for my whinge....because I'm smarter than that! It will undoubtedly happen again in the future, but at least this time I'll be prepared and listen to my gut feeling!